it was a friends birthday that i went to & i kinda sorta issh got a little too outta hand i shoulda stopped drinking but anyways ..he made me cry bcus he was defending the girl he loves . she wants to be friends & he was pacing back & forth explaining himself . he specifically said “i know im not the best looking guy & i know im not skinning but i treated her like a queen, i gave her what she wanted i saved my money to buy her that necklace & i rather have her happy & me be sad more then anything but i can;t stand seeing her happy with someone else” yeah it made me ball tears i swear my hand didn;t leave my face . i wish i could find a guy like that . i wish i had that & maybe my shit would last but every guy has been the same since i was THIRTEEN ! & everyone who knows MY story MY life knows how much crap i;ve been through something no many can relate to . but im still young he;s still young. we have time . but when i got home BAM got caught . i was drinking tooo much where i wasn;t talking right >.< she got mad bcus i lied if i woulda known i woulda just told her the truth but anyways , im not HER at my age . im not PREGNANT im not on DRUGS ..smoking . im in highschool had alcohol . theres a point where you have to be glad that im not where she was & it;s not like she had a bad life . she had BOTH parents & my grandmother NEVER kicked her out . she left the house on her own bcus she wanted to do drugs soooo.. am i doing bad ? no . but whatever when she;s ready to talk we can talk.